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[...] Japan Muskblog: the sad, pathetic truth « Three Year Anniversary [...]

[...] written far too much crap, but I had things I wanted people to hear, even if it took years to try and get my point across. It is important to me that people believe me when I insist I’m telling the truth. The most [...]

[...] After three years I still haven’t recovered, nor have I been able to secure full time employment following my MBA, despite supposedly being in the words of Anne DeWolfe “one of the top people in the program”. I’d also like to mention and thank Wendy Ma for getting involved and taking the time to answer all my questions and explain in detail the thoroughness of the investigation and the deductive reasoning which determined I must be lying instead of just threatening me then ignoring me as others had taken to doing, oh wait… [...]

[...] People still don’t believe me. They don’t care how much their words and actions hurt me or how hard they made my life. They don’t want things to be better and they definitely haven’t been my ‘friend’. [...]

[...] I wish people would believe me, especially since they insisted they were my friend. [...]

[...] Hopefully this photo finally captures this model in the best light. Hopefully Marlene realizes someday that I really did always tell her the truth, I was only trying to help her and be her friend, why do people have such a hard time believing that? [...]

[...] I still don’t understand why people don’t believe me. [...]

[...] People still don’t believe me so I don’t have anything to do with the Sauderites, I have my own piece of the sewer from which I make unexpected appearances and pariah-ic proclamations like the character I compared myself to, one fateful day. [...]

[...] People still don’t believe me, they don’t care how much their words and actions hurt me, or how hard they made my life. They don’t want things to be better and they definitely didn’t treat me like a friend. [...]

[...] For over three years people have refused to believe me, refused to care. Indifference does not capture their callousness. [...]

Well over three years have passed and still people refuse to believe me. They don’t care how much their words and actions hurt me or how hard they made my life. They don’t want things to be better and they definitely didn’t treat me like a friend.

I stay away and suffer, that is the official solution, I’m the official problem.

I haven’t recovered, I don’t think I ever will. My classmates don’t care, the Sauder School of Business doesn’t care, the University of British Columbia doesn’t care, I’m just expected to suffer because I told the truth, because I went out of my way to help people who said they were my friends.

I still can’t sleep. I still live in fear. I still feel sick whenever I see certain people’s faces, even in pictures…

Darlene MacNeil next time before you want to publicly berate someone you might want to find out what happened, who said what, who did what. You too said you were my friend, but you don’t believe me, you were content to stand silent and watch people hurt me, punish me, break me. That is not how you treat a friend.

Peter Chow, Sverre Panduro, Rob Campbell, and Raul Avina you fancy yourselves leaders of men, but you lack the courage to question, to stand up and say what needs to be said.

Someone once told me, that all that was necessary for evil to triumph was for good people to stand around and do nothing. You people sure are good at standing around and doing nothing.

James Chang you weren’t even a part of our class, you’re arrogant, meddlesome, and insincere. I hope that catches up with you someday. You said you would do whatever you could to help me, like so many others, then you ignored my very existence, like so many others.

People talk of “Moving On”, how many days did you people wait before you moved on? Moved on and left me crying uncontrollably on the floor. Moved on and left me broken and alone.

Anne DeWolfe you couldn’t be bothered to take even a single day to investigate, you didn’t deem it necessary to consult anyone who might have been impartial, to even find out what was said and actually done. You definitely didn’t follow your so called equity policy.

Wendy Ma you decided rather than do something positive to just threaten and hurt me anew. I begged people to believe me, for help and you people just ignored me for years.

Why was all this necessary? Why was it necessary to deceive me, to use me, to hurt me, to threaten me, to break me, to pretend I didn’t even exist?

Why Mar?
Please believe me! I always told everyone at the Sauder School of Business the truth. I always went out of my way to help all my classmates, especially those I thought were my friends.

Well over three years have passed and still people refuse to believe me. They don’t care how much their words and actions hurt me or how hard they made my life. They don’t want things to be better and they definitely didn’t treat me like a friend.

I stay away and suffer, that is the official solution, I’m the official problem.

I haven’t recovered, I don’t think I ever will. My classmates don’t care, the Sauder School of Business doesn’t care, the University of British Columbia doesn’t care, I’m just expected to suffer because I told the truth, because I went out of my way to help people who said they were my friends.

I still can’t sleep. I still live in fear. I still feel sick whenever I see certain people’s faces, even in pictures…

Darlene MacNeil next time before you want to publicly berate someone you might want to find out what happened, who said what, who did what. You too said you were my friend, but you don’t believe me, you were content to stand silent and watch people hurt me, punish me, break me. That is not how you treat a friend.

Peter Chow, Sverre Panduro, Rob Campbell, and Raul Avina you fancy yourselves leaders of men, but you lack the courage to question, to stand up and say what needs to be said.

Someone once told me, that all that was necessary for evil to triumph was for good people to stand around and do nothing. You people sure are good at standing around and doing nothing.

James Chang you weren’t even a part of our class, you’re arrogant, meddlesome, and insincere. I hope that catches up with you someday. You said you would do whatever you could to help me, like so many others, then you ignored my very existence, like so many others.

People talk of “Moving On”, how many days did you people wait before you moved on? Moved on and left me crying uncontrollably on the floor. Moved on and left me broken and alone.

Anne DeWolfe you couldn’t be bothered to take even a single day to investigate, you didn’t deem it necessary to consult anyone who might have been impartial, to even find out what was said and actually done. You definitely didn’t follow your so called equity policy.

Wendy Ma you decided rather than do something positive to just threaten and hurt me anew. I begged people to believe me, for help and you people just ignored me for years.

Why was all this necessary? Why was it necessary to deceive me, to use me, to hurt me, to threaten me, to break me, to pretend I didn’t even exist?

Why Mar?

Please believe me! I always told everyone at the Sauder School of Business the truth. I always went out of my way to help all my classmates, especially those I thought were my friends.

[...] after over three years, people still refuse to believe me, they refuse to care. They definitely don’t plan on doing or saying anything to try and make my life better. They [...]

[...] This just in, gaming is a cash-cow in Korea. I totally should work for a think tank. I got to make a bunch of bold public predictions and laugh when I get over half of them right. That is all you need to do to be successful, be right more than you are wrong. At least I read that somewhere… It fails to account for the magnitude of your mistakes, and you can never predict what people will do or say, or not do and not say. [...]

[...] me as the friend she claimed I was, she lashed out and hurt me more than you can probably imagine. I still haven’t recovered even after three years. I don’t think I ever will [...]

[...] People still don’t believe me, or they just don’t care how much their words and actions hurt me. [...]

[...] don’t know if I’ll do another one of these. People still don’t believe me, or they just don’t care how much their words and actions hurt me. They continue make token [...]

[...] my receipt or found out where the Vancouver exam will take place. I’ve been in a bad place for more than three years now and I’ll never forget what certain people said and [...]

[...] the last three years, (almost four now since I completed my MBA) I’ve been working towards the CFA designation. [...]

[...] to me and I definitely didn’t say anything to him. I still haven’t forgotten what people said and did, and I definitely haven’t forgotten people, who said they would help me, turning [...]

[...] They like many other things would have been completed if I wasn’t still haunted by the words and actions of some of my MBA classmates. [...]

[...] Still people don’t believe me, and still I write about it, because I still suffer. [...]

[...] course some people just don’t care. After four years, changing my prescription again which my doctor decided to do today, isn’t [...]

[...] truth wasn’t good enough for some people, I wasn’t good enough. They deceived me, used me, and deliberately callously and repeatedly [...]

[...] Some people still don’t believe me, after all. [...]

[...] Why won’t people please believe me? [...]

[...] know when my last panic attack was and what it cost me. Some people still refuse to believe me or refuse to care or accept the truth. They have their own internal logic and their own definition of fairness and equality and how you [...]

[...] still suffer panic attacks, people still don’t believe me, they just don’t care. Four years of suffering is nothing to them. I haven’t forgotten [...]

[...] Several of my MBA classmates were writing various levels of the exam. One of them was writing Level 3, perhaps I’d be writing Level 3 if some people had chosen to treat me kinder. [...]