Muskblog: the sad, pathetic truth

Well over three years have passed and still people refuse to believe me. They don't care how much their words and actions hurt me or how hard they made my life. They don't want things to be better and they definitely didn't treat me like a friend.

I stay away and suffer, that is the official solution, I'm the official problem.

I haven't recovered, I don't think I ever will. My classmates don't care, the Sauder School of Business doesn't care, the University of British Columbia doesn't care, I'm just expected to suffer because I told the truth, because I went out of my way to help people who said they were my friends.

I still can't sleep. I still live in fear. I still feel sick whenever I see certain people's faces, even in pictures...

Darlene MacNeil next time before you want to publicly berate someone you might want to find out what happened, who said what, who did what. You too said you were my friend, but you don't believe me, you were content to stand silent and watch people hurt me, punish me, break me. That is not how you treat a friend.

Peter Chow, Sverre Panduro, Rob Campbell, and Raul Avina you fancy yourselves leaders of men, but you lack the courage to question, to stand up and say what needs to be said.

Someone once told me, that all that was necessary for evil to triumph was for good people to stand around and do nothing. You people sure are good at standing around and doing nothing.

James Chang you weren't even a part of our class, you're arrogant, meddlesome, and insincere. I hope that catches up with you someday. You said you would do whatever you could to help me, like so many others, then you ignored my very existence, like so many others.

People talk of "Moving On", how many days did you people wait before you moved on? Moved on and left me crying uncontrollably on the floor. Moved on and left me broken and alone.

Anne DeWolfe you couldn't be bothered to take even a single day to investigate, you didn't deem it necessary to consult anyone who might have been impartial, to even find out what was said and actually done. You definitely didn't follow your so called equity policy.

Wendy Ma you decided rather than do something positive to just threaten and hurt me anew. I begged people to believe me, for help and you people just ignored me for years.

Why was all this necessary? Why was it necessary to deceive me, to use me, to hurt me, to threaten me, to break me, to pretend I didn't even exist?

Why Mar?
Please believe me! I always told everyone at the Sauder School of Business the truth. I always went out of my way to help all my classmates, especially those I thought were my friends.